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FaiAnne3:33 AM

My dream bedroom!=)

AND I REALISED that school starts next week.
my room is quite in a mess.

FaiAnne12:45 AM

Yo,

Thanks mummy for the nuggets.I know you felt bad.I'm sorry.

Thanks daddy for the coffee.

Sorry muffin.=)I know I've been throwing my tantrums.








Stupid flu.It's getting worst.Fuck!

Okay,so what did I do on my 7 months with muffin.=)
Got him irritated at 1st.hehehe!
went to QueenSway.I love that shoe.Aghr!Bloody hell.People I'm a sizE 5.Please make more shoes,nice ones with a size 5!!!Understooded?hehe!
Went to penin.Look for shoes.Aghr!No shoes.My size.
Watched Funny people,2 hours++.In the middle of the movie I was hungry.
After the movie,Muffin=) made me laugh alot.I like!Thank you.
Thank you for everything.You always want to make me happy but I always never do anything for you.Haish.

Okay,erm,
like on the 4th,at last!!!get to meet up with APiz.
He is not a good organiser .NO2.Failed!
haha!
We split up after 3 houses then chilled with muffin.=)
Went to last house at Keat hong with Shai.
Love Sharul's cat.So the gemuk but I love manja more.
Sharul is his name right?
yahr.
ouh!
bumped into kim2's x.Surprisingly,he recognised me.tsk3.

Okay,early in the morning please don't make me mad.Im so cranky.
Im having the time of the month and Im so tired.
The bus pissed me off.It was crowded.Should have left the house earlier or something and take 168.Longer but better.
Pissed with a few guys.Never see girls before.
I was walking towards bus 65 stand and they looked.I sat down and they looked.Nadi sat and they still looked.
and Fai goes..acting brave haha.but yeah thanks to the red light that made her that way.
"tk pernah nampak pompan pe"

Well,maybe it wasn't that loud but they stopped looking.
So annoying.
The dance studio was cold.
Another annoying thing.
Aghr!
Ive been in a bad moOd these days.
I hate to be sick!
issh!

wanna noe something?
I drank 3 glasses of milk today.
Like,wth!

FaiAnne9:30 PM

Im so pissed off.I hate it when you already plan everything and I was already getting my hopes high.I waS EXCITED and now it just had to end like that.All of a sudden you said next time.like wth!fuck lahr!Im'so pissed off with her.I wanted to go alone and even if he lets I will feel guilty and I still care,I don't want him to worry.Gosh!this is so irritating.I feel like screaming.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I hate this feeling.I Don't want to be sick.aghr!I hate this.I hate this migrane.This stupid flu.Damn!I have dance tomorrow and I hope I'll be better by then.I had hours of sleep just now after dance.wth!It's not even peaceful lahr.Got distracted by his msg and call.Maybe because of that I had a bad dream too.Fuck off lahr bitches he is MINE.
AGHR!something is wrong with me.Im sorry people.Im so so so cranky right now.

haiz.
better stop before more unneccessary stuffs will be jotted down here.
toodles.

FaiAnne7:28 PM

Boo!


hmm..My results was eh okay!I didn't mention about that did I?Haiz.I wanted to score at least an A.Unfortunatley,not this time round.=(


Well,Bs and a C is still okay,i guess.


I've read Keeping Faith.I want to get another book!yeah2!Maybe the one by Cecelia Ahern,"Thanks for the memories".I've a feeling that the story is going to be a super sweet one.


hehe!


Met someone special few hours ago.=)So adorable.


I apologise.I don't want to see you hurt.Things just keeps on repeating.Well,just hope and pray for the better.I love you.I do.

Daa!

FaiAnne12:20 AM

Well,guess what?I'm home now.You know,I'm used to it,walking from Khatib to Yishun and back from Yishun to Khatib.However,Today is so not my day because I doubt nana will be able to handle 30mins of walking.haha! pekchek lahr!waited for 811 for about 15mins and we decided to walk to the station then the bus arrived and NO,we didn't walked or run back but instead,we went to another bus stop and took 854 since Nana and I had to buy for MANJA her food.

Currently,watching the encore telecast of Singapore Idol.
I so love Tabitha!Muacks!and erm..is Faizal his name?Well,yes I think so.

FaiAnne5:30 PM

Yo!

TuesdAY night went down to Keat hong to chill with muffin.=)and also Shaiful plus Q.

Weird.Imagine you've come across someone's blog only a few times because you saw your ex schoolmate photo and bam!you met that person face to face.Moreover,that person don't even know you or know that you've actually read his or her blog.haha!

Congrats to Shai and Sue.Belated birthday to Sue and Syamin dear.Belated Children's day and Belated happy 10months to Mirah cayang and her love,Mal.

Wednesday,I went to watch Cloudy and the meatballs.weee!Ate pastamania after that with muffin dear.hehe!=)

Thursday,dance was great.As usual,stRess free.Got to stop smoking and replace it with dance.Just makes me happy lahr.Saiful is such a joker.Ate lunch with Mirah cayang at causeway point.Yummy bamyan but damn!Maybe,jUst maybe,I was fooled.Well,got to pay extra.Had a long great chat with Cayang.

At night I went down to Keat Hong again,chilled with muffin=) and his bestfriends.

Yesterday,went out to raya with Tam2 and kinah,Shai and Sue and ofcourse myself and muffin.hehe!

It was exhausting.

Even if it's only like 4 houses.I was so tired.I had leg cramps all night and a slight fever.Too tired I guess.



and today,I am currently chilling with nana at Northpoint Starbucks.I thought of asking Dinda over but she's having her game at Tamp.=(

Miss her already.















I was just thinking about what they said.I think about how I was feeling.I think about how he felt.I know I did something good.I did something right.I've never done such a thing.I actually put aside my ego as I was wrong for a few things.However,what made those tears from falling is when everyone was looking and I start questioning myself,Is everything really my fault?and then I started to realise some thing that was said by her before."don't ever mention anything or say anything about someone elses' children because in the end you're reflecting on your own children"

I can't deny the fact that they had talked before maybe that's why I'm the one that is reflecting whatever they're saying.Someone else also talked,and I don't like it.This is because,they don't know me,they only hear,They don't really see.I can also say that they only know me when I'm in the house but my trueself is when I'm outside.IF I have a child,I wouldn't like it either if someone were to criticise her/him or call her/him names.
I used to think that this doesn't matter at all but It does now because of the guilt and slowly the hatred that slowLY grows inside me.


oh well,
better stop blabbering now.
daa!

FaiAnne3:00 PM